I have to say it has been a rough Month Spiritually and Emotionally. My faith being tested again. Family, Family, Family…..Exhausting.
But I believe I have reached an understanding about Family. So my Peace is again at hand. Family and former Friends have taught me well.
I started working on myself shortly after my mother passed in 1992 because I was so unhappy. I was searching for Peace within.
I have continued on this path and I am at peace for the most part. I will continue this path for the rest of eternity, I know it is the true path to freedom and Divine Mother, Father.
When you start on a path of healing people will say, especially when they themselves want to heal but for a reason (only known to them), they are unable at the time.
They will at some point say to you, even when you Never asked, say ” You Haven’t Changed At All!!!!!! I personally have had that said to me be many times. Don’t let it discourage you. It is their fear of the unknown, who will I be without this burden I have been carrying for so long. But in reality, it is those who say those words that have Not Changed. I think the fear is that they want to, but just can’t because they let Fear and Ego get in the way, so they attack. When you get angry or defensive it gives them the power to say, I knew you haven’t changed, they can then, stay in their comfort zone.
I, myself always felt no matter what anyone said, I was going all the way. I have been accused of being in a cult, that I was crazy or I was on drugs. It hurt that they couldn’t understand that I was searching for Inner Peace, but I kept going anyway. Some I had to leave behind and that was painful, but not enough to keep me from my path of Peace within. It has been an amazing journey to see how I created my world and then the decision to return to Self-Love and Innocence. Still on the path after all these years, so glad I have choosen to heal in this lifetime. Everybody… will choose Inner Peace.
It is not your business whether you are accepted by your brothers and sisters or if you have changed. Keep doing the work, because they will too, and that, is the most important thing you can do for them. Love All as God Loves All, as God loves You.
Journey Well. We are All at home already. All we need do is remember. Love Always Angelina